Random thoughts on the breakup:

1. I had a dream about him last night. My friend Glenys came in from London and threw this big-ass party in this crazy house that Morganella lived in. (Don't ask - I have no idea why Morgs had a house and she was throwing a party in it.) Glenys had even brought in a beer truck. It was pretty fantastic. But then Mike showed up in a beat-up old green pickup truck, dressed like a lumberjack. He brought a girl with him. Her job was to deliver chocolate bunnies to the party. But I saw him kiss her, and got all mad that they came to the party - like he was disrespecting me or something. So I beat him up, left the party in a Camaro, and was listening to TOMMY (the stage show, not the Who recording) in the car on this abandoned road.

What's that mean?

2. Feeling like I'm starting to get a little cold-shouldered from someone who is his friend, but I thought was also my friend. I know that it's going to happen, but I kind of feel like he's mad at me. And I didn't do anything wrong. What's that about? When he broke up with his ex, I stayed friends with both of them. Is that so weird?

I can't figure things out right now. Making my head hurt.

Happy National High Five Day!